March 2011
24 posts
My mum has give me necklace which is a pink crystal love heart it is so cute! I wish i didnt smoke my last spliff before grr. This weekend will be nice, get to see some people ive not seen for time on sat which will be lovely. I’ve realized i need a friend thats a girl,literally every single one of my friends is a boy i mean im not complaining they are the best friends i could ask for but i...
mum agrees my life couldnt get much worse.
Time to take a step back, time to stop over-analysing, time to go into a bubble, time to have no feelings, time to realize, time to stay out of the manic, time to not go back to old ways, time to stop being fat, time to stop thinking.
manic
brain is going into overload.
cream
Made an album of pictures which will make me go into college, the album has pictures of places i want to go and things i want like Vivienne Westwood jewls, camera’s, cars, expensive underwear etc. I am overly happy that my mum and dad are buying my leeds ticket! eee ^_^ Cant wait to see joe friday & chase and status saturday with my fave people! I have put so much weight on recently...
CANNOT wait for chase and status on saturday. wish i had a job i am literally loosing the will to live not having one, i think i have applied everywhere….should of done an apprenticeship all along. Really cba going college today, i know full well if I see a certain cretin they will get pushed straight down the stairs >: Once again writting a to do list for the week. aww everytime i turn...
Feel like ive smoked way loads this weekend.. not complaining though! wa joe is in york untill friday and then goes again sunday for another 5 days waaaaaaaaaaa! :{ chase and status pon the weekend mmm will absolutly go off. going to eat biscuits and whatever other sweet stuff i can find in the draw.
wish
i had the effort to upload pictures on here anymore. aw yesterday was cute after crying to joe lol we made a cute den in my bed wich was nice but abit hot and small when we was blipped. think i applied for 1000 jobs tonight, i best get a reply.
glad i am warm and cosey in bed just want joe here now. gutted i cant go creamfields its such a good lineup. gutted i cant afford agent provocateur underwear. need to stay awake
The beach is such a goood film! Im so tired but i cant fall to sleep just yet.
Im really upset that i cant go out for joes birthday tonight i feel like such a rubbish girlfriend stupid fucking money. Tomorrow will be nice though :) Weird how we will have been together 2 months on tuesday its gone so quick, and nice. Yesterday i was saying im not going to get wired for a while after thinking i had the power of telekenetics on saturday, however.. i wish someone would just...
streets tomorrow with my joeee he is such a cutie buying me a ticket <3 and my chase and status ticket xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
